February 2012
86 posts
One week has passed, we’re both happier now.
Had to leave training early today cuz I had to visit the grandma at tts. Spent 3 hours with her today. She seems much brighter and happier now. When I walked in, I said “Hi.” She replied ”Haha. Hi fat.” The fact that she still insults me like this……… it’s funny lah. And it’s a good thing. (:
She makes me realise there’s more to this...
the difference between "gamer girls" and girls who...
gamer girl: omgggg modern warfare 4 lyfeee
girls who play video games: GOD DAMN IT MARIO. IS IT THAT FUCKING HARD TO STAY ON RAINBOW ROAD FOR MAYBE TEN SECONDS. OH MY FUCKING GOD PEACH YOU FUCKING WHORE. YOU REALLY HAD TO USE THE THUNDER CLOUD AND FUCKING SHRINK ME. REALLY. THIRD. I'M IN THIRD PLACE OH MY GOD YES THANK JESUS LORD ABOVE IN THE HEAVENS. FUCK. NO. I FELL OFF. I SWEAR TO GOD MARIO I'M GOING TO MURDER YOUR ITALIAN PLUMBER MOTHER FUCKING ASS. i hate my life.
Okay today started off good, Cali bought us Gongcha and we drank it during physics lecture~~
Haha. Dumb convos and camwhoring throughout the contact time talk, we ended up being bored so we (Ju Div Cherie Aisyah Me) left and went to play ball.
Oh, newsflash. Mr Fung’s intending to use me as a…….. libero?
Thought I’d stay a subsetter.
But it’s okay. It’s...
Disappointed.
Me: “Boyfriend.”
Monster: “You can count on me like one two three, I’ll be there.”
If only he was like you.
Lol no. I promised.
Training tomorrow. Focus, valerie. Do whatever it takes. Don’t be distracted anymore.
Training has honestly never been so.. mentally draining. Shall not elaborate. Those who were there, yknow what I mean. Good thing though, that our communication’s improved and my first ball’s improved as well.
Btw, I walked past during mass dance and haven’t seen boyfriend look so fierce before. Kinda scary. /:
Ah okay nothing much today.
Meeting zul and gang for lepak session...
Looking back at Lang Arts lessons 2 years ago, I’ve been struck with the greatest epiphany of all day.
The discussion of the notion of love.
If you’re not from TA or 2C’09, you won’t know what I’m linking my current situation to.
This is the best solution.
Not gonna submit myself to this suffering and misery anymore. I won’t ever forget this emotional scar he’s given me, but I’m just gonna have to move on.
And just like him, I’ll be able to control my emotions. No liking of anyone til further notice.
Okay dinner time. #hungrybird
To be happy.
But how? And when?
No.
